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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:03 am
    @@@@@But to answer your question, of course it
    @@@@@But to answer your question, of course it was the Jackal
    “So he laid it on me, Carlos laid it on me!”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    204
    “He’s an ingenious fucker, I’ll say that for himYou come after him and he uses a contract that
    freezes you in Paris
    “Then we turn it around!”
    “What the hell are you talking about? You get out!”
    “No wayWhile he thinks I’m running, hiding, evading—I’m walking right into his nest
    “You’re nuts! You get out while we can still get you out!”
    “No, I stay inNumber one, he figures I have to in order to reach him, but, as you say, he’s
    locked me in iceHe thinks that after all these years I’ll panic in my fashion and make stupid
    moves—God knows I made enough on Tranquility—but so stupid here that his army of old men
    will find me by looking in the right places and knowing what to look forChrist, he’s good! Shake
    the bastard up so he’ll make a mistakeI know the way he thinks and I’ll
    outthink himI’ll stay on course, no prolonged safe cave for me
    “Cave? What cave?”
    “A figure of speech, forget itI was in place before the news of Teagarten
    “You’re not okay, you’re a fruitcake! Get out!”
    “Sorry, Saint Alex, this is exactly where I want to beI’m going after the Jackal
    “Well, maybe I can move you off that place you’re clinging toI spoke to Marie a couple of
    hours agoGuess what, you aging Neanderthal? She’s flying to Paris
    “She can’t!”
    “That’s what I said, but she wasn’t in a listening modeShe said she knew all the places you and
    she used when you were running from us thirteen years agoThat you’d use them againBut she mustn’t!”
    “Tell her, not me
    “What’s the Tranquility number? I’ve been afraid to call her—to be honest, I’ve tried like hell to
    put her and the kids out of my mind
    “That’s the most reasonable statement you’ve made Conklin recited the 809 area
    code number, and the instant he had done so, Bourne slammed down the phone
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:03 am
    @@@@@But I was also afraid for her, and not just
    @@@@@But I was also afraid for her, and not
    just because she wouldn't be twenty for another
    three months
    "His name's Carson Jones, and he's a divinity
    student, of all things - do you believe it? I love
    him, Daddy, I just love him so much
    "That's great, honey," I said, but I could feel
    dread climbing my legsJust don't love him too
    much, I was thinkingBecause -
    She was looking at me closely, her smile fading
    "What? What's wrong?"
    I'd forgotten how quick she was, and how well she
    read meLove conveys its own psychic powers,
    doesn't it?
    "Nothing, honmy hip's hurting a little
    "Have you had your pain pills?"
    134
    "ActuallyI'm stepping down on those a little
    morePlan on getting off them entirely in January
    That's my New Year's resolution
    "Daddy, that's wonderful!"
    "Although New Year's resolutions are made to be
    brokenYou do what you say you're going to do"That's one of the things Mom never
    liked about youI think it makes her jealous
    "Hon, the divorce is just something that happened
    Don't go picking sides, okay?"
    "Well, I'll tell you something else that's
    happening," Ilse saidHer lips had thinned down
    "Since she's been out in Palm Desert, she's seeing
    an awful lot of this guy down the streetShe says
    it's just coffee and sympathy - because Max lost
    his father last year, and Max really likes Grampy,
    and blah-blah-blah - but I see the way she looks
    at him and Icare for it!" Now her
    lips were almost gone, and I thought she looked
    eerily like her motherThe thought that came with
    this was oddly comforting: I think she'll be all
    rightI think if this holy Jones boy jilts her,
    she'll still be okay
    135
    I could see my rental car, but Jack would be
    awhile yet
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:04 am
    @@@@@They're afraid you have good reason to
    @@@@@They're afraid you have good reason to destroy us Anyway, he'll
    be all rightYou have to trust that
    I turned my face from him, and he went away
    “Sorry, kid,” Jeb mumbled when he leftI didn't hear him go, but I knew when he was goneThat seemed right to meHe
    didn't love Jamie the way we did
    Doc stayed, watching helplesslyI didn't look at him
    The daylight faded slowly, turned orange and then grayThe ice melted and was goneJamie
    started to burn alive under my hands
    “Jamie, Jamie, Jamie…” My voice was cracked and hoarse now, but I couldn't stop“Jamie,
    Jamie, Jamie…”
    The room turned blackI couldn't see Jamie's faceWould he leave in the night? Had I already
    seen his face, his living face, for the last time?
    His name was just a whisper on my lips now, low enough that I could hear Doc's quiet snoring
    I wiped the tepid cloth across his body without ceasingAs the water dried, it cooled him a
    littleI began to believe that he wouldn't die tonightBut I wouldn't be able
    to hold him here foreverHe would slip away from meAnd then I
    would die, tooI would not live without Jamie
    Jamie, Jamie, Jamie…Melanie groane
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ I'll tell ya, Mary, if I was goin' steady
    @@@@@ I'll tell ya, Mary, if I was goin' steady -- his voice is strong with his sense of renunciation -- I wouldn' be hangin' around with them so much, 'cause you know I'd be wantin' to see more of you
    You would?
    He listens to the lapping of the surfI love ya, Mary, he says suddenly, holding himself stiff and cold, troubled delicately by a passing uncertainty
    I think I do too, RoyAfter a while he kisses her gently, then hungrily, but a corner of his mind has retreated and become coldOh, I love ya, kid, he says huskily, trying to cauterize the doubtCity Point is so beautiful, she says
    In the night they cannot see the garbage that litters the beach, the seaweed and driftwood, the condoms that wallow sluggishly on the foam's edge, discarded on the shore like the minuscule loathsome animals of the sea
    Yeah, it's something, he says slowly

    Hey, theah, Roy, how's the old married man, how's it feel gettin' it steady, what do ya say?
    Aw, it's okay(He shivers in the September dawn that lifts bleakly over the gray stone pavement and the slatternly wooden houses Jesus, it's cold out, I wish the goddam polls'd open
    I'm glad you're with me today, Roy, you know we think you're all right, but we ain't seen much of ya
    Aaah, well, I quit the CU, he mumbles, and I thought maybe the boys were you know not so glad to see me
    Well, ya shoulda told 'em, but between you an' me, the club is gonna lay off 'em for a while, started gettin' pressure from on top, clear out of the state I heardIt always pays to stick with the club, you don't go wrong that way, I bet if you hadn't been with the CU you woulda been the election captain here today, I hope there's no hahd feelin's, Roy(He feels a dull resentmentBack wheah I staarted I bet some of those rich kikes in the party are the ones that creamed the CU
    The wife wanted me to quit 'em(He thinks of her sleeping now, hears the rough surprisingly male heartiness of her snoring
    Married life gone okay with ya? What're ya doin' now?
    Yeah, it's fineI'm drivin' a truck(Mary has bought a lace cover for the table
    Listen, these Reds who are runnin' M'Gillis, aw, M'Gillis a Black Irishman if there ever was one, imagine a guy givin' up his religion, well, anyway the big boys ain't worryin' about him for the primaries, but theah's a bunch of union men in this district and Mac says we got to make a good showing right here so they won't be buildin' u
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@Outside would be niceButler to the second
    @@@@@Outside would be niceButler to the second floor porchMy grief, it's turned
    chilly since I was here before dinner, was her first thoughtHot
    coffee's going to taste goodShe drank the first cup quickly and was
    about to ask for another when Eleanor Butler laughed and gestured
    toward the street"Here comes my committee," she said"I'd
    recognize that sound anywhere Scarlett heard it, too, a tinkling of
    tiny bells
    She ran to the railing above the street to lookA pair of horses was
    racing toward her, pulling a handsome dark green brougham with
    yellow-spoked wheelsThe wheels gave off silver flashes of light and
    also the merry jingling soundThe carriage slowed, then stopped in
    front of the houseScarlett could see the bells then, sleigh bells
    attached to a leather strap that was woven around and through the
    yellow spokesShe'd never seen such a thingNor had she ever seen
    anyone like the driver on the high seat on the front of the carriage
    It was a woman, wearing a dark brown riding habit and yellow gloves
    She was half standing, pulling on the traces with all her might, her
    ugly face screwed up with determination; she looked for all the world
    like a dressed-up monkeyThe brougham's door opened and a
    laughing
    young man stepped out onto the mounting block before the houseHe
    held out his handA stout lady took it and stepped from the
    carriage
    She, too, was laughing
    The young man helped her down from the carriage block, then handed
    down
    a younger woman with a broad smile on her face"Come inside,
    dear,"
    MrsButler said, "and help me with the tea things
    Scarlett followed her eagerly, seething with curio
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:03 am
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    “We’re not much for the cute stuff, franklyA couple of years ago, Jamie,
    that’s our son, had trouble with ‘Mommy He turned it around and called her ‘Meemom We
    kidded about it and I called her that for a few months off and on until he got it right
    “I know she speaks French fluentlyDoes she read the fake louis vuitton bags papers?”
    “Religiously, at least the financial pagesI’m not sure she goes seriously much beyond them; it’s
    her morning ritual
    “Even in a crisis?”
    “Especially in a crisisShe claims it calms her
    “Let’s send her a message—on the financial pages
    Ambassador Phillip Atkinson settled in for a morning of dreary paperwork at the American
    embassy in LondonThe dreariness was compounded by a dull throbbing at his temples and a
    sickening taste in gold gucci his mouthIt was hardly a typical hangover because he rarely drank whisky and
    for over twenty-five years had never been drunkHe had learned a long time ago, roughly thirty
    months after Saigon fell, the limits of his talents, his opportunities and, above all, his resources
    When he returned from the war with reasonable, if not exceptional, commendations at twenty-nine,
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    236
    his family had pasha cartier watch purchased him an available seat on the New York Stock Exchange, where in thirty
    additional months he had lost something over three million dollars
    “Didn’t you ever learn a goddamned thing at Andover and Yale?” his father had roared“At
    least make a few connections on the Street?”
    “Dad, they were all jealous of me, you know thatMy looks, the girls—I look like you, Dad—
    they all conspired against meSometimes I think they were motorcycle balenciaga really getting at you through me! You
    know how they talkSenior and Junior, dashing socialites and all that crapRemember the
    column in the Daily News when they compared us to the Fairbankses?”
    “I’ve known Doug for forty years!” yelled the father“He’s got it upstairs, one of the best
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@Nor was that the worstThat half-itch,
    @@@@@Nor was that the
    worstThat half-itch, half-pain swarmed up my
    right side and down the arm that was no longer
    thereI told myself such feelings - which
    amounted to three-days-in-advance flop-sweat -
    were stupidI had once made a ten-million-dollar
    pitch to the StPaul City Council, which at that
    time had included a man who'd gone on to become
    the Governor of MinnesotaI'd seen two girls
    235
    through first dance recitals, cheerleading tryouts,
    driving lessons, and the hell of adolescenceWhat
    was showing some of my paintings to an art gallery
    guy compared to that?
    Nevertheless, I made my way up the stairs to
    Little Pink with leaden heels
    The sun was going down, flooding the big room with
    gorgeous and improbable tangerine light, but I
    felt no urge to try and capture it - not this
    eveningThe light called to me, just the sameAs
    the photograph of some long-gone love, happened on
    by accident while going through an old box of
    souvenirs, may call to you
    Even upstairs I could hear the grinding voice of
    the shellsI sat down and began poking at the
    clutter of items on my junk-table - a feather, a
    water-smoothed stone, a disposable lighter rinsed
    to an anonymous grayNow it wasn't Emily
    Dickinson I thought of, but some old folksong:
    Don't the sun look good, Mama, shinin through the
    treesNo trees out there, of course, but I could
    put one on the horizon if I wanted toI could put
    one out there for the red sunset to shine through
    236
    I wasn't afraid of being told I had no talentI
    was afraid of Signor Nannuzzi telling me I had a
    leetle talentOf having him hold his thumb and
    forefinger maybe a quarter of an inch apart and
    advising me to reserve a space at the Venice
    Sidewalk Art Festival, that I would certainly find
    success there, many tourists would surely be taken
    by my charming Dalí imitations
    And if he did that, held his thumb and forefinger
    a quarter of an inch apart and said leetle, what
    did I do then? Could some stranger's verdict take
    away my new confidence in myself, steal my
    peculiar new joy?
    "Maybe," I saidBecause painting pictures wasn't like putting
    up shopping malls
    The easiest thing would be just to cancel the
    appointmentexcept I'd sort of promised Ilse,
    and I wasn't in the habit of breaking the promises
    I made to my children
    My right arm was still itching, itching almost
    hard enough to hurt, but I barely noticedThere
    were eight or nine canvases lined up against the
    wall to my leftI turned toward them, thinking
    237
    I'd try to decide which ones were best, but I
    never so much as looked at t
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:03 am
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    realize that I would do exactly that for him? Anything in the world he wanted
    “I do trust you,” he black chanel tote whispered“With all our lives, I trust you
    And hehad trusted me with every single human lifeHis, and Jamie's, and everyone else's
    “Thank you,” I whispered back
    “You did it,” he repeated in wonder
    “We're going to save him
    Jamie is going to live,Mel necklace chanel rejoiced
    Anything for them,I told her, and then I sighed, because it was so true
    After reattaching the tarps when we reached the wash, Jared took over the drivingThe way
    was familiar to him, and he drove faster than I would haveHe had me get out before he balenciaga replica pulled
    the car into its impossibly small hiding place under the rock slideI waited for the sound of rock
    against metal, but Jared found a way in
    And then we were back in the jeep and flying through the nightJared laughed, triumphant, as
    we jolted Chanel Necklaces across the open desert, and the wind carried his voice away
    “Where's the blindfold?” I asked
    “Why?”
    I looked at him
    “Wanda, if you wanted to turn us in, you had your chanceNo one can deny that you're one of
    us now
    I thought about that“I think some still chloe black c
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    "There's something doing," Brown mumbled
    Just then Croft fired a burst into the jungle and dropped to the groundThe sound of the shots was unexpectedly loud and the men in the platoon winced, fell prostrate again in the sandA Japanese rifle fired back, and the men began to fire indiscriminately into the jungleStanley found himself sweating louis vuitton pink so intensely that he could not focus the sights of his rifleHe lay there with his senses blurred, flinching unconsciously every time a bullet passedIt sounded like a bee humming past, and he thought with surprise, A guy can get hurtHe remembered immediately afterward the joke about that, and began to laugh weaklyBehind him, on the beach, he Gucci Indy Bag heard someone scream, and then the firing haltedThere was a long uneasy silence among the men, and Stanley watched the air rise shimmering off the sand
    At last Croft got cautiously to his feet, and darted into the jungleAt its edge he motioned for the men nearest him to approach, and Stanley stared at the sand and hoped Croft would not notice chloe black himThere was a pause, a wait of several minutes, and then Croft and Wilson and Martinez appeared from the brush, and came strolling back toward the beach
    "We got two of them," Croft said"I don't think they was any others or they'd have left their packs when they took off He spat onto the sand"Who got hit?" he asked
    "Minetta did," Goldstein chanel white watch saidHe was leaning over him, holding a first-aid compress against Minetta's leg
    "Let's see it," Croft saidHe ripped away Minetta's trouser and gazed at the wound"Just a scratch," he said
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ She shrugged off the past"Thank goodness
    @@@@@
    She shrugged off the past"Thank goodness that's way behind usSally Brewton made her feel good"It did make me
    mighty particular about root crops, thoughRhett said one time that
    he'd known plenty of people to send wine back but I was the only one
    who'd do it with carrotsWe were at the fanciest restaurant in New
    Orleans, and did it ever cause a rumpus!" Sally laughed explosively
    "I think I know that restaurantDid the waiter rearrange
    the napkin over his arm and look down his nose in disapproval?"
    Scarlett
    giggled"He dropped the napkin and it fell onto one of those frying
    pans they cook dessert"
    "And caught on fire?" Sally grinned
    wickedly"Oh, Lord!" Sally hooted"I'd have given my eye
    teeth to have been there Eleanor Butler broke in"What are you
    two
    talking about? I could use a good laughBrewton only had two
    pounds
    of sausage left, and he'd promised them to Minnie Wentworth
    "Get Scarlett to tell you," said Sally, still chuckling"This girl of
    yours is a wonder, Eleanor, but I've got to go She put her hand on
    the basket of onions that Scarlett had designated"I'll take this she
    said to the vendor"Yes, Lena, the whole basketJust pour them into
    a croaker sack and give them to LilaHow's your boy, is he still
    whooping?" Before she got involved in a discussion of cough remedies
    she turned to Scarlett and looked up into her face"I hope you'll
    call me 'Sally' and come see me, ScarlettI'm at home the first
    Wednesday of the month in the afternoon Scarlett didn't know it,
    but
    she had just advanced to the highest level of Charleston's tight-knit,
    stratified societyDoors that would have opened a polite crack for
    Eleanor Butler's daughter-in-law swung wide for a protegee of Sally
    Brewt
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:04 am
    @@@@@ “What?” “Medusa, the new one “How’s it
    @@@@@
    “What?”
    “Medusa, the new one
    “How’s it going?” interrupted Conklin
    “We’re doing our own cross-pollinating between the Sicilians and a number of European banks
    It’s dirtying up everything it touches, but we’ve now got more wires into that high-powered law
    firm in New York than in a NASA lift-off
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    326
    “Good hunting,” said Jason“May I have the number at Tannenbaum’s so I can reach John St
    Jacques?”
    Holland gave it to him; Alex wrote it down and hung up“The horn’s all yours,” said Conklin,
    awkwardly getting out of the chair by the console and moving to the one at the right corner of the
    table
    Bourne sat down and concentrated on the myriad buttons below himHe picked up the telephone
    and, reading the numbers Alex had recorded in his notebook, touched the appropriate digits on the
    console
    The greetings were abrupt, Jason’s questions harsh, his voice demanding“Who did you talk to
    about the Tannenbaum house?”
    “Back up, David,” said StJacques, instinctively defensive“What do you mean who did I talk
    to?”
    “Just thatFrom Tranquility to Washington, who did you speak to about Tannenbaum’s?”
    “You mean after Holland told me about it?”
    “For Christ’s sake, Johnny, it couldn’t be before, could it?”
    “No, it couldn’t, Sherlock HolmesOnly you, esteemed Brother-in-law
    “What?”
    “You heard meEverything was happening so fast I probably forgot Tannenbaum’s name
    anyway, and if I remembered it, I certainly wasn’t going to advertise itThere was a leak and it didn’t come from Langley
    “It didn’t come from me, eitherAcademic, I may not have an alphabet after my
    name, but I’m not exactly an idiotThat’s my niece and nephew in the other room and I fully
    expect to watch them grow upThe leak’s why we’re being moved, isn’t it?”
    “Yes
    “How severe?”
    “Maximum
    “Jesus!” exploded
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:03 am
    @@@@@ "Classy, Doc," Wireman said "I didn't have
    @@@@@
    "Classy, Doc," Wireman said
    "I didn't have time to do something nicer, I'm
    afraid," Kamen replied
    Their voices seemed to come from far awayJuanita
    removed the box-topI think Jack took thatAnd
    then Reba was looking up at me, this time in a red
    dress instead of a blue one, but the polka-dots
    were the same; so were the shiny black Mary Janes,
    the lifeless red hair and the blue eyes that said
    Oouuuu, you nasty man! I been in here all this
    time!
    Still from a great distance, Kamen was saying:
    "Ilse was the one who called and suggested a doll
    599
    as a presentThis was after she and her sister
    talked on the phone
    Of course it was Ilse, I thoughtI was aware of
    the steady murmur of conversation in the gallery,
    like the sound of the shells under Big PinkMy Oh
    gosh, how nice smile was still nailed to my face,
    but if someone had poked me in the back just then,
    I might have screamedIlse is the one who's been
    on Duma KeyWho's been down the road that leads
    past El Palacio
    As shrewd as he was, I don't think Kamen had any
    idea that anything was wrong - but of course he'd
    been traveling all day and was far from his best
    Wireman, however, was looking at me with his head
    cocked slightly to one side and his brow furrowed
    And by then, I think Wireman knew me better than
    Dr
    "She knew you already had one," Kamen was saying
    "She thought a pair would remind you of both
    daughters, and Melinda agreedBut of course,
    Lucys are all I have-"
    "Lucys?" Wireman asked, taking the dollHer pink
    rag-stuffed legs dangledHer shallow eyes stared
    600
    "They look like Lucille Ball, don't you think? I
    give them to some of my patients, and of course
    they give them their own namesWhat did you name
    yours, Edgar?"
    For a moment the old frost descended on my brain
    and I thought Rhonda Robin Rachel, sit in the
    buddy, sit in the chum, sit in the fucking CHAR
    Then I thought, It was RED"Just like the country singer
    "And do you still have her?" Kamen as
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    her you will be forced to speak for yourself
    “Oh! I do not say so
    “I must say it, and say it with pleasureNorris is much better
    fitted than my mother for having the charge of you nowShe is of a
    temper to do a great deal for anybody she really interests herself
    about, and she will force you to do justice to your natural powers
    Fanny sighed, and said, “I cannot see things as fake cartier you do; but I ought
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    obliged to you for trying to reconcile me to what must beIf I could
    suppose my aunt really to care for me, it would be delightful to feel
    myself of consequence to anybodyHere, I know, I am of none, and
    yet I love the place so well
    “The place, Fanny, is what you will not quit, though you quit the
    houseYou will have as free a command of the park and gardens as
    24
    Mansfield Park
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    how much I used to dread riding, what terrors it gave me to hear it
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    uncle’s opening his lips if horses were talked of ), and then think of
    the kind pains you took to reason and persuade me out of my fears,
    and convince me that I should like it after a little while, and feel
    how right you proved to be, I am inclined to hope you may always
    prophesy as well
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    So ended their discourse, which, for any very appropriate service
    it could render Fanny, might as well have been spared, for Mrs
    Norris had not the smallest intention of taking herIt had never
    occurred to her, on the present occasion, but as a thing to be carefully
    avoidedTo prevent its being expected, she had fixed on the
    smallest habitation which could rank as genteel among the buildings
    of Mansfield parish, the White House being only just large
    enough to receive herself and her servants, and chloe white allow a spare room
    for a friend, of which she made a very particular pointThe spare
    rooms at the Parsonage had never been wanted, but the absolute
    necessity of a spare room for a friend was now never forgottenNot
    all her precautions, however, could save her from being suspected of
    something better; or, perhaps, her very display of the importance of
    a spare room might have misled Sir Thomas to suppose it really
    intended for FannyLady Bertram soon brought the matter to a
    certainty by carelessly observing to MrsNorris—
    “I think, sister, we need not keep Miss Lee any longer, when Fanny
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    am the person to give the consequence so justly her dueNow she is
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    “Nay, Henry, not by all; not forgotten by all; not friendless or
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    “Edmund! True, I believe he is, generally speaking, kind to her,
    259
    Jane Austen
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    long-worded, arbitrary uncleWhat can Sir Thomas and Edmund
    together do, what do they do for her happiness, comfort, honour,
    and dignity in the world, to what I shall do?”
    260
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XXXI
    HENRY CRAWFORD was at Mansfield Park again the next morning,
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    such an opportunity of seeing you alone: I have been wishing it
    more than you can have any ideaKnowing as I do what your feelings
    as a sister are, I could hardly have borne that any one in the
    house should share with you in the first knowledge of the news I
    now bringYour brother is a lieutenantI have the
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    Here are the letters which announce it, this moment come to
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    Fanny could not speak, but he did not want her to speakTo see
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    of her feelings, their doubt, confusion, and felicity, was enough
    She took the letters as he gave themThe first was from the Admiral
    to inform his nephew, in a few words, of his having succeeded in
    the object he had undertaken, the promotion of young Price, and
    enclosing two more, one from the Secretary of the First Lord to a
    friend, whom the Admiral had set to work in the business, the other
    from that friend to himself, by which it appeared that his lordship
    261
    Jane Austen
    had the very great happiness of attending to the recommendation
    of Sir Charles; that Sir Charles was much delighted in having such
    an opportunity of proving his regard for Admiral Crawford, and
    that the circumstance of MrWilliam Price’s commission as Second
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    While her hand was trembling under these letters, her eye running
    from one to the other, and her heart swelling with emotion,
    Crawford thus continued, with unfeigned eagerness, to express his
    interest in the event—
    “I will not talk of my own happiness,” said he, “great as it is, for I
    think only of yoursCompared with you, who has a right to be
    happy? I have almost grudged myself my own prior knowledge of
    what you ought to have known before all the worldI have not lost
    a moment, howeverThe post was late this morning, but there has
    not been since a moment’s delayHow impatient, how anxious, how
    wild I have been on the subject, I will not attempt to describe; how
    severely mortified, how cruelly disappointed, in not having it finished
    while I was in London! I was kept there from day to day in the
    hope of it, for nothing less dear to me than such an object would
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    34
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    “Now you’re out of your mind,” responded Conklin, no louder than David“That name is as offlimits
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    marks during their so-called ‘tours’? Ninety percent were killers and thieves, the original death
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    was concealed as much as possibleThere’s no statute of limitations on war crimes, and Medusa
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